Disability is relative and not a  good determinant for value.

Our family recently found ourselves in need of a new dog to be a companion to the hyper one we already had.  With our family’s make up of various medical conditions, we got excited when J saw pets with disabilities.  When we  realized they were close to it, J started combing through their dogs looking for an ideal match.  We all piled in the van and headed off to meet a one-eyed dog in need of a home.  However, the one-eyed dog was intimidated by our loud and crazy 4 kids and hyper dog.  It wasn’t going to work…but thankfully the lady who runs the place thought of another of their dogs who might match.

Ziggy had his back legs/hip hurt when he was younger, but he is such a bundle of happiness.  He loves everything and everyone.  He trots after our hyper dog or plays stationary defense when he gets tired.  He lets our two-year old lead him around.  The biggest “disability” he seems to suffer is an inability to jump.  When I talked about him to my coworker, she said, “That’s a disability? I wish my dog had that disability.”  I figure his making the most of life without being able to do something other dogs take for granted just means he belongs with us.

Last week, I had a conversation with my son about MS in my life.

O: “Do you ever wished you didn’t have MS?”

Me: “I used to wish that I didn’t have MS, but over time I have come to accept it as just a part of the hand I was dealt.  I realized getting angry about the head aches, lack of dexterity, poor memory, etc. was not really helping me.  In fact the more I focused on it, the worse I felt.  In truth, I think I hit the lottery when it comes to the hand I have been dealt to live.  I grew up with parents who cared about me.  I’ve always had enough to eat and opportunity to learn.  Now I have a beautiful wife, four kids, a good home and some dogs to keep us company.”

O: “The headaches and stuff suck though.  I wish you didn’t have it.”

Me: “At this point I think wishing things like that is about as useful as wishing I had been born with the talent to be an NFL star making millions of dollars.  Wishing to be other than I am seems to belittle so much of what I am and can do.  I am probably not going to gain fame from my singing unless you can figure out how to make me famous for how poorly I sing and dance.  My bet is you will not grow to be the tallest man in a generation.  I think there are still a ton of things you can do with your life.  Should I waste time wishing you were a giant or just appreciate you for the smart, athletic and empathetic kid that you are?”

O: “I guess that makes sense.  It’s your whole thankful for what we have bit again isn’t it?”

Me: “Yup.  Our family all came together bonded by our ability to live with medical conditions.  I can not wish too hard for us never to have had our conditions.  Without them, we might never have met, much less become a family.”